simply irresistable

walking away

2009-09-10T16:54:00.000-07:00

I'm walking away 
 From the troubles in my life 
 I'm walking away 
 Oh, to find a better day 
 
 Sometimes, some people get me wrong 
 When it's something I've said or done 
 Sometimes, you feel there is no fun 
 That's why you turn and run 
 But now I truly realize 
 Some people don't wanna compromise 
 Well I saw them with my own eyes 
 Spreading those lies, yeah 
 
 Well I don't wanna live a lie 
 Too many sleepless nights 
 Not mentioning the fights 
 I'm sorry to say boy
 
 
 Well I'm so tired baby 
 Of things you say 
 You're driving me away 
 Whispers in the powder room baby 
 Don't listen to the games they play  
Boy I thought you'd realized 
 I'm not like them other guys 
 Cuz I saw them with my own eyes 
 You should've been more wise babe 

12.00 pm buka puasa!!!

2009-09-04T13:13:00.001-07:00

haih....
ape nk jd!!!!

amir aku lapa doh...
ak puwn lapa....
jom la buka...
cun....
mkn big apple!!!

then we ended our fasting with big apple at ujong pasir....:)

:(

2009-09-04T10:41:00.000-07:00

while i doin quiz by fb.....i found out which i miss happiness...i do miss the happiness...happiness that god gave to me few month ago...everything perfect...till one day drop it down...i empty...sometimes i want cried it loud...but i cant...cant goes out...the people i love most flew away from me...only because of dat thing...unbelievable...breathless...mayb you all do not felt just like i did...indeed...WHERE MY HAPPINESS GO?seem like i lost everything...i cant look up...do i need twist it around...now i left my ex bf behind..it over...but i miss most are them...i dont think so they miss me...it killing me...thank god you all got better life...i glad to see u happy...sometime my felling encourage me to send lil cute letter...just wanna ask...how ur u guy???...but i knew it not gonna be happen...i learn my lesson..did u miss me too???

end!!

2009-08-30T16:27:00.000-07:00

here i come...ordinary gurl...simple life...extraordinary friend!!!but i keep thinking...this year 2009 was the bad year eva...i guess...i lost many of friend.."sory if ifelt this way,if u dont felt like i did,i dun mind"...y thing happen till this way?am i that cruel...till u treat me that kind of way...i fine with dat...after losing couples of ppl...i lost the treasure i love most!!!y did he doin such stupid thing...foolish...and stop pretending..i finally found out...all this shit day u throw me a lie...F***...it hurt a lot..my heart hard to breath...it stop breathing!!!i need fresh air...need medicine...guy...dont insult me infront other ppl...i not doin criminal for god sake!!!...whatever it is...raya coming...so i apologize to all ppl...sory for acting like childish which i tod it fun...we're matured...thanks for taking good care of me...sory to said i need to erase all memory,ur name ur everything inside my soul!!!!so long....good bye!!!

2009-08-30T16:13:00.000-07:00

good bye love...
good bye old friend
u all broke my heart
damn it reaally hurt
after all this day
i always there when u need help...
this what i got
i appreciate...
ur life better than i am...
so long!!!!
:)

2009-07-31T12:57:00.000-07:00

i'm standing by..alone..waitin..lookin..finding..who next will be the someone in my fuckin world..not bother me at all..lil...i adore those shoes...haih...still wondering...laying at living room alone at 4 a.m...with my pussy cat beside me playin...what the hack i suppose to sleep...my head keep turnin...those moment when i last talkin with them still echoing in my mind..y u do such of this thing...y i had those feelin neither not u??haih...whatever it is past still past..currently love we belong to me songs...nothin seem to be special...three days i totally mess with flu n cough come along..our date are bizarre...i snoring while i watchin harry potter...fun aite...damn lousy..two mid term in one week...damn...two day's "ego" keep out to meet him...i craving cupcakes..seriously cupcakes n caramel..damn it haunting me out..please..cut out...i gonna miss u babe...jealousy crossed into my mind..that gonna be "alia mental problem begun". they haunting my every memories..enufff...i need a rest...damn i reaaly need a rest..."checkmate"....

2009-07-31T12:45:00.000-07:00

too LEGIT too QUIT!!!

bye...

2009-07-24T23:24:00.000-07:00

here's it begin...about 1 month ago..it bothering me..after one lil thing devastated few month ago it keep repeating..i tod she a good friend come with good attitude...but not like i think..it worst..irritated n annoying..u not as gold as your folk thinks..u hurt the ppl which love you most..cold-hearted!!!!!!u must got the award..all ppl around you run.run to save there life..."the light are on but everybody gone"..such a ashamed..you're not the goddess..dont have right to insult ppl....imagine if one of your family member sick or bad thing happen to them..just bcoz of your word someday you get word from him...the greatest!!!think about it..ppl will keep pray to get their right...different people different attitude...the choice are yours..so choose...make sure you choose it carefully...wisely...whatever it is you disguised everybody..yucksss....that was it...enuff is enuff...you hurt ppl i love most..not only one but two...damn it..."take all your favourites attitude,mix them together and it is what you get someday baby....!!!!"....

2009-07-24T23:19:00.000-07:00

the gurl who used to hang out at the club bar!!!!

new born

2009-07-24T23:17:00.000-07:00

iris delisha!!!
bubblewrap......

2009-07-18T12:24:00.000-07:00

simple.....
ily....

2009-07-18T12:18:00.000-07:00

many story

many emotional

many attitude

many hater & lovers

end of it....

be professional.....:)

water world...

2009-07-18T12:11:00.000-07:00

hahaahahaha...las week we went to afamosa...haih..."makin gelap la"...plan 11 ppl goin...but on that days only 5 jew...fun jew...all have a nice day...best jew....:)

2009-07-12T08:49:00.001-07:00

while i watchin p.s ilove you...thinking n wonderin...would dat will happen toward my life..i my life not goin vey smoothly...actually i do have everything..i have my damn stuff...family,friend n special...nowadays,something disturbin my thought...i started to cry..when people shout at me i am scared...it pouring on my cheeks..i knew something will appeared toward my unexpected life..i do have someone..someone i do love..care..but are he was the one for me..are he was my groom when i tied the knot...searching...i would rather dive in deep ocean searching...exploring...although i have someone..i have my right to well known other people..i love being friend..but i lost friend..i lost everything...so many thing i jealous about..so many thing i going through..it burden my heart...i want my abeng...he cant bare to see me cry..he my brother..i do love him more than everything..i in pain..damn...i tried be joy..i am...but something lost..i fuckin really dont know what it all about..laugh are my passion...i need someone could rather make me laugh till drop..i love smile but people keep saying dat i arrogant..temper?i hate it but i have it..sometimes i control my anger..sometimes i lost it..he's have the anger...he sweet but while he angry throw the bad word to me..it pain..even it rare but still fuckin hate it..i not perfect gurl..nobodys perfect right??i am used harsh word..hello i stay in mallacca...all malaccan people use harsh word..hee...my teardrop already dried..i wipe it by myself..there one guy callin me last night..ask me either he can be friend with me or not..i cool with me..sory i do not have facebook..lazy actually..hee..he saw me couples of times..i tod i was like invisible at campus..heee..nice to meet u...:)...nana in the malacca..hahaha...hopefully there are the time i can spend my time with nana..on septemeber she goin to futher her wing to uk..i wish my parent send me there..yahoo...heaven x??i feal relieve..blog are my bff..it like a human being pleasure to hear my intuition...that it..prayin tomorrow something new happen to my life....

^yaww^

happy hour...

2009-06-28T10:45:00.000-07:00

two days in a row i when to club...when i havin dinner with them...i n sabrina talking about club...den all of them wanted to go oso...so i just like..well let go...1 spot we when to "cube" with along me,darla,athira,abeng,pendek,amir,saffuran X,sabrina n bf n her 3 friend n oso abg n awin...haaaaa...afta about 2 month i didnt step my heel there...i felt borink..den we hit the dance floor...we have a good tyme together...sadly we dun have any picture on that nyte....

friday nyte...we suppose went to white party but some of dem dun have enuff money coz have civer charge...after few bullshit conflict...only i,darla,tira,amir,awin n abg only went to the club...not C but P...haih...but we fuckin heaven that nyte...all of us have really damn good tyme...:)

new fragrance

2009-06-28T10:29:00.001-07:00

almost every day i shop..what the hack...hahahaha...it just an hobby...my "ANNA SUI" finish al-ready...haih abeng...i like to use my perfume...den spray almost all over his body...damn yaww...so as usual...i persuade my mother to bought me new fragrance...i just thinking choose "diamond" but then darla said the smell not that long as i wanted...but the smell was good...i try escada...fun is the smell is fuckin strong...hahahaa...i love my "versace" but finished already...den the promoter lend me hillary duff fragrance...i noe the smell n i like it...after while i decide...i choose "with love"...i noe it lil bit updated...but i love the way it smell...heeee...at last...finally...after long term craving this fragrance....it bought...weeee...thanks ibu...

muvees...

2009-06-25T01:28:00.001-07:00

on tuesday i didnt expect when to the movie...i dont have class which i tod i want to drop...
so i went to darla hse...lunch at ps...n accompany amir to his former school...so amir drop us at mp...so i n darla reach at mng boutique...damn it sale...so we decide to buy some goodies...heeee..."murah jew"...heee...so later tht we watch movie...BLOOD-THE LAST VAMPIRE....okie la but not look real...darla is freakin dislike that movie...so i n amir want to go to class...afta 10 min darla call...she said "11.20 TRANSFORMER"...i just okie....absolutely fuckin best...the movie...worth it....i have great tyme with u all...all couples not include abeng...heee

photo-panas-model=have fun

2009-06-25T00:52:00.000-07:00

me n tuah

lovely friend

amir

darla syg....beauty

cukup x?

arghhhhhhhhhhhh

selam

rockin

fuckin damn..adore diz

abeng

sibuk kn.....swit x??

weeee adeq

gumbira

try fly high

arghhh

c.i.n.t.a

ps+drum=???

1,2,3

GOL!!!!!!!

gurl rules...

last sunday
was excitement day ever...
we takin our picture
started frm "bgnan merah"...
den take a break at subaidah...
later den continue at "padang dp"
my picture n also abeng have lot...
heeee
we love takin picture...
next photograph will be taken as soon as possible...
thanx to epit "mr photographer"
and my besties...
^yaww^

happy father day "abah"

2009-06-21T17:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FATHER DAY.....
I LOVE U...
THANK FOR BEING SUCH A TERRIFIC FATHER...
AS MY BIG HEART...
THIS PERFUME AS A GIVE...
A GIVE FOR MY APPRECIATION..
F FOR FERROGAMO...
ADORE IT SMEEL....
^YAWW^

part of my life

2009-06-19T09:05:00.000-07:00

welcome my new trimester...
kinda love my new environment....
i like my life....
i am happy with it...
i meet this ladies...
cool,supportive,fun&understanding....
their my colours...
new colours which brighten my days...
heeee...
i started love to get along with all of you gurl...
credit to DARLA,ATHIRA,SAFURA & SABRINA...

2009-06-10T09:42:00.000-07:00

REUNION

hahaaha...kelaka jew...one of my ns friend want to make a reunion..fine for me..i thought many came melaka n meet..sadly..only 1 frm jb n n9.."cerite mcm ramai"..meet hang out laughloud teasing emotional part of us...between two days we meet many story telling n GOSSIP..love it..we suppose went our camp later that waterfall...lot of thing happen..yes..we reach the camp..but just only few minutes meet the couch they decide hang out at tiny stall..."smoking"..haiyoo...paling best...we not goin to waterfall but "ORANG KAWIN"..x bengang plak ak...i want fierce like a lion...haih..it totally makin me nut coz i didnt sleep even 5 min...haaaaaaaaaaa...i miss u guy...espicially MANJE,MYRA,MEOW,HASBI....even i think that kinda silly reunion ever...but i have great time with u guys...hopefully next reunion well organized yeah...."picture at mangge so i didnt upload"...

pergi

2009-06-10T08:42:00.000-07:00

AIZAT ^PERGI^

sayu terpisah
hikayat indah kini tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya menghidu wangian kasihmu
hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau PERGI
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya ku lupakan
apa pun kata mereka
BIARKAN KENANGAN BERBUNGA DI RANTING USIA

this song i dedicated to all people whom know me either being friend,love,partner,best friend,scandal and part of family....although we not in touch but i still remember all of u...first of all i miss my late swit house at melawati...oso the melawatian..espicially s.k melawati 1...enter new era...all chicka frm smk ayer keroh..ur amazing student on earth..we're like bioactive when together...if it explode...one of us collect each pieces of memories...fear n fearless things in my life are enter the university...like drag me to one place full of challengers...to many and various crap i learn...i meet gurl n boys...many drama many attitude...some sweet n sour...i just miss all of you..
people change...just think a good sight....it worth it...specially for u sweetheart..........^yaww^

2009-06-08T13:17:00.001-07:00

syg
why u change
i do love you...
i am love you...
i still love you till now..
today i hate you..
it hard cause i damn really love you...
cross my finger hopefully u change..
if u hate me thou..
juz fine better gurl...
not that type of gurl..
u 100% rotate..
undescrible...
we not that long
but i feel the chemistry
i;m shock
u just pretending all of these day..
u always put the blame on me..
u have her i have him..
i take the risk just to be with u...
but
all change..
u change syg...
please change...
do really choose good person..
i noe ur type..seriously not like her..
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
the person who really am love u..it oso heartbroken...
totally not me!!!!!

6 of us

2009-06-03T12:01:00.000-07:00

THIS US!!!
TAKIN ABOUT 1 YEARS AGO...
COMPLETE!!!
MISS EACH DAY DAT WE SPENT TOGETHER...
LOT OF LOVE...
MISS YOU SOO MUCH GURL!!!!!

this is what i called i'm done!!!!!

2009-06-03T11:46:00.000-07:00

when i remember someone...
i think i need to stop...
maybe i too frustrated thinking so many problem...
y i being such a stupid lady...
i am so mad gurl...
y u must wrote everything which can humiliate us to everyone...
that make me mad...make me to rebel...
i SORRY who yg terase yg i ckp BITCH....
x smpai ati puwn sbnarnye...
it not me anyway...
conclusion...
i want to make thing clear...
which i done everything...
malas la...
if both fire...
it possible to anything...
were getting adult..
we can think wisely i think...
matured will come into us...
amenability...!!!!
actually...
i have great time with all of you...
halalkn everything...which i halal kn oso...
may god bless u all...
and have a great adventure of life.....
:)

romeo n juliet

2009-06-03T11:20:00.000-07:00

these violent delight have violent end,
And their triumph die,like fire and powder...
which,as their KISSS,consume...

^yaww^

2009-06-02T11:59:00.000-07:00

BABE........

DIFFERENT PEOPLE DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE....
MAKE SURE MIND OUT YOUR BUSINESS NOT MINE...
IGNORE WHAT SHIT PEOPLE WANT TO TALK ABOUT...

work t out

2009-06-02T11:35:00.000-07:00

now second day..i just wondering what suppose i must do???hang out ??shopping??mmm prolly not coz my mum used my car...hmmmm...i just sittin back grab some food..if i keep doing this crap thing i will gettin fat in 2 weekss..damn..no way...i make up my mind to EXERCISE!!!cool x cool..i already have the cd...easy...mmm i doin aerobic...i suppose think it was really easy...haiyooo...penat siot....called"latin beat"...seriously it killing me...i untill hard to catch my breath..hahahaha...sgt x de stamina...actually like ages i didnt exercise...haih...so really damn busy okie!!!...i think i need lost gain...sumtimes i really like the way i am..haih...it just a part time...shit...it killing my muscle...chill...weirdo...i lost 1 pound okie...only 1 time aerobic???hmmm
dat y i love my body...heee....so gurl there..if u slim but dun hav stamina dun show off...hahahaha....so...GO GO AEROBIC....it gonna work your body out...

^yaww^

2009-06-01T11:34:00.000-07:00

i was thinking to wrote sumthing...

but i blank....

i just lay back,laptop at my tummy n tunderstorm....

my head keep spinning like a wheel....

n rocket by yuna cross in my mind....

but deep inside my heart...

want to tell something...

something gonna been happen...

i just curious...

it is bout friend??love??family???

it makin me nut...

lot thing changes my life...

other people thought it was cool...

fine for them...

but not for me...

i agree went people said..

"what goes around.comes around"

maybe today is your day to feel joy...smell of happpiness...

there will come my turn to dance the melodies of happinesss...

i agree i'm not really that happy...

but what else i want to compliant...

i got everything...

single stuff i wanted i have it....

few people act their life was complete...

but not...

i'm feel guilty toward one of my bestfriend...

he there for me when i felt miserable...

n when i felt fun...

thing change....

i miss our moment that we create together...

i'm sorry for thing not make out...

now...

i have unexpected friend...

friend which understanding and appreciate...

when i mad...he how noe to ease me..

when i happy...he happy for me...

when i cry...he will fight for my right...

when i alone...he there for me...

when i broke..he willing to help me...

when he around..he never leave me alone except he have very important thing to settle...

he the who untill today kept his promises about friendship...

he noe his responsibility...

he are really damn good friend..

thank because still kept our secret!!!

moment i wrote this blog...

i feel regret...

i praise the wrong person...

i care much about that person..

but avenge cruelly...

seem i have no feeling...

i'm heartless!!

i am not heartless...

friend cant buy!!!

not easy to find truth friend...

there's with you when you need a shoulder...

giving you a hand when you down...

if you like you being really nice seem like angel...

but if you dislike the person you throw that person like an rubbish..

maybe today are your day...

next are my day...

i use to do this before...

i felt n i regret it...

if you want to insult me...

go ahead it your right...

many type of friend...

many type of attitude...

some of they are plastic

some of they are truth...

"a friend are when ever obstacles or any situation you been through...he/she rather do anything

to help you..not just by word but we can see by eyes n heart".....

^yaww^

freedom 09...

2009-05-30T07:31:00.001-07:00

it called EXCITEMENT

go go away miss problem!!!azroy was at the back

they cool....

they unexpected

a walk to remember!!!

abeng!!!

sayang!!!

adik!!!!

shoppink b4 when!!!!

baby!!!i always remember you!!!

2009-05-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

BABY ALVIN

I MISS YOU BADLY....

UCUK NIE..ANJE NIE...AYANG NIE

R.I.P BABY ALVIN!!!!!

i'm done with you

2009-05-30T06:30:00.000-07:00

i want to make the thing clear...
u expect i am the bad person
actually you are
u expect i not happy
actually i have better life not around because ur face make me annoy actuaally
u expect that you the nicest person n friend
actually u not....u dont realise that your bff talk your back like u dun hav dignity..pity u
u can judge people easily...
but deep inside u dun not BITCH
u dun noe the true thing
KESIAN konon....f***
u talk back.... u dislike the person..when u in hard time...u started to grab ur hp...text the person which u condemn....haih....ko lg teruk!!!
i doin one thing to you....
actually you doin bad thing prolly million times...
seem like u the best person in the worldwide....
there been many thing u dont noe
i rather to kill than to libel...
dont overreact
i spent my pesos to feed u
frankly....
when you down i'll help you....
but when you reach the top...
you left the worst u backstep me...
any time i can pray i permissible all the crap...
actually u are loser!!!
u the person which dont deserve happiness and respect....
my dad paid every cent of my fuel...
but i didnt ask even one cent oso....
when u had bad time...
or ask permission for help...
i willing to giv a hand..
sadest my name cross into ur head when u need a hand...
u dissapointed toward me lately...
but i want makes thing clear which i dissapointed with u since I noe u....
kecewa konon....!!!!
u reitrate about past...
but i am not...
not like u ar actually...
i noe to appreciate a friend...
i lost my respect to u that y i doin that thing...
i suppose not even said sorry...actually i enjoy it!!!!
u are suppose when to mph or popular or kinokuniya bought DUMMIES TO BE A GOOD FRIEND!!!!it a book ok...
now i counting each days...
hopefully n i wishing to all the b**** from being treachery!!!!!!
my life way damn better than your life!!!!!

ps=i dun care if u the person that i makes clear out...kutuk smpai lebam n thanks bg pahala korg yg x byk tu dkat ak.....

^love it^

2009-05-23T11:43:00.000-07:00

carolina herrera

betsey johnson

marc jacob

diane von Furstenberg

those dress is makin me nut...
i want i want..
espicially diane...
dress frm betsey...so trendy...
heeee

^yaww^

ur dream dress

2009-05-23T10:42:00.000-07:00

usually went i step into boutique shop or branded shop...
i was gazed at the colourful trendy latest dress....
most of my dress,are simple n worth it..
i use to like black dress....den my friend realise me dat i have lot of black dress...
so i change my point of view to choose differ colour accept black likewise red or silver...
brand n price not so important for me...
as long as it worth it...suit with me...reasonable....

1. Decide on Formality:

Usually the event invitation will clue you into the formality of the event, whether it's casual or black tie. But sometimes even that will cause confusion (short dress or long?)

In general, the later in the day the event (after 6 p.m.), the dressier. Long dresses are usually reserved only for formal occasions.

While some fabrics are year-round -- silk, brocade, organza, jersey -- fabrics like velvet and gold spangles are best reserved for winter holidays.

2. Flatter Your Figure:

The most important feature of your new dress is how well it flatters you.

Remember that darker colors and simple cuts (a sheath, an A-line) are the most flattering.

Show off your best feature. If you have gorgeous eyes, then play them up with beautiful makeup, off-the-face hair and jeweled earrings in a complimentary shade.

3. Choose a Color:

You could just wear a little black dress (classy, flattering and slenderizing), but why not explore some of the other dressy options?

Red, bold prints, even gold are dramatic enough for evening wear. Pastels, mid-range brights and soft prints look great for dressy day occasions.

Blue (from navy to royal), pink (from cotton candy to fuchsia) and white (from candlelight to cream) look great on almost everyone. Remember that the "Don't wear white to a wedding" wisdom is still considered a fashion don't by most women.

4. Pick a Style:

Catalogs, the internet and magazines are a great places to seek special occasion dress inspiration.

Instead of going with something trendy, try to find a dress that reflects classic, timeless elegance. Remember that you'll have to look at photos of you in the dress for years to come.

Classic special occasion dresses are often deceptively simple, but they usually let the beauty of the wearer shine through. A few examples: the little black dress (a.k.a the cocktail dress), a goddess gown (draped and rouched), a ballgown

5. Shop:

Set a budget before shopping. Special occasion dresses usually cost more than $100, but if you comparison shop you can find one that works in your price range.

Shop secondhand stores and sales to save even more money on a dress.

If you shop in a store, dress for the day by bringing along heels, any special accessories you know you want to use and a strapless bra.

When shopping online, make sure you understand both the sizing (know your measurements and check against a size chart on the site) and the return policy (some stores don't take returns on dresses.)

6. Accessorize:

The trimmings will take their cue from the dress, but for special occasions your jewelery usually gets bigger and your bag and shoes get smaller (as in strappy sandals).

Although you may want to add tons of glitz, remember that you can kill a look with too much matchy-matchy accessorizing. Find earrings, necklace and bracelet that compliment each other without being a matching set.

If your legs aren't perfect enough to go bare need camouflage and you don't like to wear leg makeup, then opt for super-sheer hose or fishnets.

^yaww^

war

2009-05-23T09:12:00.000-07:00

although i in the middle of a war...
tough war...scary...spoky...hee...
alia vs final exam...
which team will win...
hopefully alia won...
with gold medal follow unaspected gred most important no fail...
no fail no gain...
1 year=365 day
1 year=3 trimester
1 trimester=1 final exam
1 final exam=2 week
2 week=study as i can...
so conclusion from my calculation i only study bout 2 week during exam week...
in 1 year...i only study bout 6 weeks...
i am struggle to achieved best result ever...hahaha
just thought...
cheer up...grab the food opss note...
read...do exercise...memorise..understand concept...
take my weapon...
ready to fire...

third final exam

2009-05-23T09:02:00.000-07:00

exam examination final exam.....

pressure stress tired

study do revision study

memorise remember the formula memorise

five subject five paper

20 23 26 27 29...

prob n stad b.management company law f.acc web design

those three paper i need guidance....

pass pass pass pass...!!!!!!!!!!

just praying i would get satisfied result..AMIN....

^yaww^

^sad^

2009-04-01T09:21:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm
i'm not goin to $...
coz unexpected problem...
hurm
i extremely excited n saving lot of money...
but wut cn i do...
i just cn plan...
mayb i its not my time...
the bitch is might be goin there...
so wut...
she love to enjoy...
i stuck here with tonnes of assignment...
diz sem kinda hard for me...
need to push lil more in my studyg...
i njoy enuff...
got the thing i wan..."MY NEW SUPERNOVA"
need to payback back to mum
with good pointer..
hahahahaahahah
semangat jew lbih...
enthusiasm important...
huhuhuhuhhuhuu...
6 week to go...
TERBAEK!!!!

ipoh vs lost world

2009-03-30T09:46:00.001-07:00

lost world not clear la..arrive...

A&S
A&A&S
OUR home for 4 DAY
riang
we not in sme height
tira...
2nd day
introducing ALIA YAWW
SFZ!!!
SEXY AMIER
AFIQ MEOW
we pose
we hot!!???
we cool
we are US...
always laugh for happiness
diner at tira hse...thanx yunk
bro & sis
3rd day...A&S
S&A&T

we love tan
adore dis

A&A terbaek!!
las day...1st spot...gua tempurung river...
partner

cool x cool
i in the middle of it..
cover x??

lata kinjang ended our holiday...pling best my holiday...handbag msuk air!!!!TERBAIK!!!!

the wedding

2009-03-30T09:23:00.000-07:00

thanx for ur invitation amir

try to be nice n good

segak x ABANG

aMUro

kay

28 march 0n 8.30 pm

2009-03-28T07:29:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha..

unite

switch of the light...

hurmmm

bosan jew...

support gak kay!!!!

earth hour..

2009-03-28T01:22:00.000-07:00

28 march
8.30 till 9.30

i'm human

i rarely aware about the earth..

actually i aware bout the earth which i stood still almost for 19 years

the earth that i breath,see n saw,explore the nature n i live...

i from malaysia...

which on the safety zone..

didnt have thyphoon,tsunami,earthquake n volcano..

although it save...

we must look forward..

what happen to the earth in 50 years???

earth is getting old...

we need oxygen..

we need trees...

we need clean water..

we need non pollution water..

we need air...

we need to stop the excessive gas...

we need the soil...

because the soil is where we came from...

24 7 earth been use...

so...

to all people which aware bout the earth

together we UNITE.SWITCH OF THE LIGHT....

peace yaww!!!!!!

i'm back

2009-03-27T23:16:00.000-07:00

afta 2 month i didnt update my blog...

so much scene so many drama

i'm leaving the suga...

i'm leaving the besties...

people will laugh

people will sceptical....

i walked in dat obstacles...

i keep it in silent

keep till it crack

someday it will been renew..

renew in ways of good life...

fantastic story of life...

no pain n dramatic...

yes happiness n peacefully...

if i do hurt some one else...

apologize!!!

if i hurt...

no worries...i been apologize..

our strength must at top...

so we not feel down n useless...

amazingly...

we all change..

i peeping everybody life...

fantastic...

we wake up n move on...

my life not a dream..

not in a fantasy...

but in reality...

determine to move on the top...

to reach tke sky...

to feel relief......................xoxo!!!

end of 2nd sem

2009-01-09T20:06:00.000-08:00

afta a week struggle for final
finally on 11 am 10 january 2009
i end my final paper for 2nd sem
thank god i can answer all of them....
by myself...hahahahaha
hopefully i pass all of the paper
x nk ambk supp
x nk tgk subject sme lg...
okie....
i have major problem...
my besfriend amir n aizad
also my suga faiz...
gone....
leave me alone...
here...
at melaka yg sgt best....
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
afta gy gua musang
gy desa t'cinta plak.....
korg sgt x b'perikemanusiaan
leaving me alone
questionairre????
what suppose i do during this holiday???
what activity should i do while i woke up????
should i search for a job???looking a experience???
should i concentrate on my diet???exercise???
or should i just lay at home wit my baby's????
when seremban n stay with my parent???(bad idea)
when kl??hang out with my gurl???shoppink??(cool idea)
like hell....
just look n see la wut am i doin diz precious 3 week...
xoxo

sha gone!!!

2009-01-09T19:48:00.000-08:00

sha
u gone...
omg
i gonna miss u gurl
so sudden
i'm shocked...(cz esk nk gy mlm bru bgtaw)
even we not that close
but we partner
a group
besfriend....
share everything even we apart
i noe love that course
hope i will achieve successful in your life...
flying colour....
our moment we 2gether never end...
we still can hang out...
take care of ur self...
i will always miss u gurl....
kurg lg group kt....
haih...
witout u..
i think noone can rock the dance floor...
love you....
xoxo

2 more to goes

2009-01-06T09:50:00.000-08:00

thanx god i can answer all the Q...
haih
another 2 paper...
hopefully i can score the 2 paper
if not my pointer suck
mati babe....
tod nk study afta exam
tp jantan2 gere nie ajak lpak
maen bowling karoke la
las gy karoke...
hahahaha
bes babe...
at same moment release my tension...
GOD...
pliz save him...
rescue him untill he can breath again
n can survive like other human
i just can pray....

pantai

2009-01-06T09:43:00.000-08:00

us again
kacau nk study
sibuk ajak gy pantai...
motif????
tgk sunset
haih....
gigih
alwayz in 3.....
all in white

confuse.....

2009-01-03T22:04:00.000-08:00

my life seem like been record
like everybody watching
everybody follow
teasing
ignore
humiliate
annoying......
but i got through all diz rough obstacles...
seeing sum1
with sum1
love n been love sum1
but....
we not strong...almost
but crumble
fight n misunderstanding
almost every day
each one confused
who start it first
surrender....
tired of diz crap!!!!!!1
we deserve 2 be happy
cherish our moment with happiness

!!!

2009-01-03T09:42:00.000-08:00

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime

would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs

and I know, I know it's not your time

but bye, bye

and a word to the wise when the fire dies

you think it's over but it's just begun

but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part

’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart

Let’s make a new start’

Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah

But baby don't cry

ilysm

final exam....

2009-01-03T09:28:00.001-08:00

wish me luck

just around the corner my final exam

tp kucing saya kacau sy blaja

hahahahahaha...

tired

lazy

hope it will be end...

business communication=6 jan

principles of marketing=8 jan

macro=10 jan

11 jan???????

makan

tito

hang out

shoppink....

love each of dat precious moment...

have fun....love u all.....

2009-01-02T19:45:00.000-08:00

alia,kay,yan
pretty

afiq

sara afiq alia

happy new year yaww!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-02T06:08:00.000-08:00

goodbye n farewell 2008!!!!
many story n many thing i done that year
bye bye 18....welcome 19!!!
each year i will grow up slowly
being more mature
learn more things
capture dream
grab oppurtunities
struggle in each situation
being more wise
forget n forgive miserable past
i deserve to be happy
start up with new life
so many thing i had done in my life in 2008
january-dissapointed my love n precious
february-still in misery
march till jun-ns
jun-being mmu student...takin business admin
july till october-meet all my gurl,study,hang out,clubbing,karoke,hav fun,,holiday
november-camping pulau pangkor...break up (9 disember-27 october)...in relationship(10 nov- now).....wannabe 18th....yihaaaaa....meet wit my boys (afiq n amir)
disember-laugh,cry,smile,sad,hesistate,regret,doubt,problem about something which i had done..end of year.....i really really enjoy my night....
end of story 2oo8.......
start up new story 2009....
hopefully i got bless this year wit all my love...
xoxo.....

stripes

2009-01-02T06:02:00.000-08:00

formal

stripes

different colours

different style

mock meeting+toyota

hungry

coffee

peace yaww

word

2008-12-27T09:00:00.000-08:00

he the person which=
important
my hero
my idol
i respect
i love
so much.....
but i not heartless...
even i not really a good person
stubborn
wild
selfish
but i got the feeling....
the word u throw at me
realy hurt me badly
u make me feel more useless
not deserve to live in this world
i sorry
pain inside hard to hide....
even it just one word...
one word cant devastated everything _ _ _ _!!!!!!!

christmas

2008-12-27T08:53:00.000-08:00

SHOPPING!!!!!

hahahaahahhaaha

sgt gumbira dpt shoppink

actually plan laen...

gy oliday at tmpt yg pling bes dlm dunia babe....

hahahahha pd....

lucky cancel....

mmmmm

lunch-fav spot 'chilli's'

cloth-zara

handbag-i love 'robinson'

accesories-diva

book story-blood games.....

heeeeeee

actually nk wat surprise kat faiz....

nk blik mlm...

tp abah x bg....

haih....

kebosanan....

hahahahahha

kesian k.nis x dpt kuar ngn piee....

YES.....

heeeee

best moment ever

afta long tyme ibu didnt give me some sugar at public....

but i got my sugar today...

thank god....

ilysm....

4 sure....

heeeee.........

xoxo

part of life....

2008-12-27T08:47:00.000-08:00

ini afiq....

rmbut turnin grey....

heeee

kiddin....

mmmmm

share prob sme2....

hahahahahaha

gelak n enjoy puwn sme....

mmmmm lupe plak ngn amir....

mlm lpak naek jip....

cool babe...

'hair' totaly mess....

ktorg gile....

study puwn sme2....

classmate la kate kn...

anywy

afiq n amir...

u all rock....

heeee

love u both....

bff yawwwww....hahahaha

xoxo

black day darl....

2008-12-27T08:39:00.000-08:00

joy

friendship&love

'were sumtimes retard'

dat monday

2008-12-25T07:12:00.001-08:00

long day n long nite....

complicated....

shame....

stupid.....

skip classs...

doin stupid thing....

play bowling...

sleep....

juz three of us....

feel warm of her body...

tempted....

lepaking.....

laugh...joy....

but....

midnite...

sorrow....

not feel dat good...

got busted....wit him...

suddenly...

sum1 col...

anonymous...

scared....

got butterfly....

had 2 spoke....at him....

threaten by sum1

cant sleep

shaking....

decide go home but he want 2 follow...

cant think wisely dat moment....

at the corner....

i saw sum1 dat i noe him well...

so...

them...

both

boys talkin bout me...

story bout my past wit him....

like in trade....

but my bb....

which i respect n love me....

by hook or by crook....

will not let me go....

unpredictable

undescribe

hope this conflict will end...

cry....

not solve anything...

but

it isnt easy....

even wild....

there one light shine

which every minute n every day

rescue me from fallin apart....

ilysm...

coz do the perfect thing......

'mid term'....DEAD

2008-12-20T23:09:00.000-08:00

whole week spent time at nyte dgn study...
kami bertiga....
so study point yg lec suro ktorg bce...
tp yg pling bengang ape die ckp
1 bende x kuar....
sgt bengang ok...
tp still bole chill....
heheheheehheheheehe....
2 paper in one day....
demam ak...
paper POM sgt blur...headache...
paper MACRO?????speechless
x taw nk ckp ape coz x blaja sgt....
sbb x ske lgsg .....
heeeeeeee.....
so skunk kne concentrate on final dat held on 6,8 and 10....
haih....
actually....
diz week so many thing come slowly in my life....
but i dun like to wrote bout it....
coz it already wrote in my heart...
sory guys i not feelin very well diz whole week...
thanx 4 understanding...heeee...love you both....
tp yg sgt sdih...laptop msuk air babe....
haih...thank bb....selamat pc syg....love u....
diz week...miss quiz n tuto clazz.....haih....dead oso...
swimming at late nite????
sgt sejuk ok....
thanx god i wit him at dat moment...
heeeee....fullstop...x nk cite...
suda lame x lpak ngn my gurl....
to yan...be strong honey u deserve better man....
bile mau lepak???
sgt bz la korg...haih....dat okie....
skunk i spent my tyme dgn jejaka gere ak....
afiq n amir...
dorg sgt gile but i love both....
sgt sempoi...
okie....xoxo

white power

2008-12-20T19:49:00.000-08:00

kami always b'sama gy klaz,study,.......,lpak sme2

ini kami...afiq,alia,amir.....

afiq

amir

sumtimes we crazy!!!!!

white day!!!!!

i will mish u

2008-12-12T04:30:00.000-08:00

babe
marly-yana
only 6 month i noe u as friend n also bff yaww....
but i didnt really noe u much
the time u giv very short for me 2 really noe u babe....
mmmmmm
i accompany u 2 lendu 4 u had ur interview
hope n wishes u not going....
but
las 2 days i heard dat u have make ur mind up dat u goin 2 lendu
i noe u really into maskom
by hook or by crook
i will support u frm ur back....
hope u will fullill ur dream ayte...
all this time we njoy our swit,bad & sour 2gether...
which not erase one of the moment in my lil head....
gud luck gurl....
i always mish u....
thanx 4 being such a gud friend babe....
i'll appericiate it....
we always remember u.....
lot of love...
xoxo

selamat hari raya haji.....

2008-12-09T21:42:00.001-08:00

selamat hari raya haji

sambut ngn faiz,aizad n azmi

dorg ikut blik jasin.....

mcm faiz da knl smua sedara....

which i x taw nk ckp ape la....

sumpah byk gile mkn daging....

da naek 2 kg okie....

den gy openhse uma kwn anis at batu berendam....

mlm smua gather dinner at my hse.....

anis biol...i sory 4 ur laptop....

tp ak yg sakit telinga ok dgr ibu membebel....

thanx u very much.......

sory ibu....5 disember.....

2008-12-09T21:35:00.000-08:00

afta long nite....

bole x lupe burday mak sndiri.....

aiyoo....

plan nk tgk muvee cite twilight....

gurl out there edward cullen mine babe....

heeeeee....

den ibu col taye kat mne...so ckp la tgk muveee....

pas2 ibu taye 'hari nie hari ape"?????

den suddenly t'igt 5 aribln burday ibu....

haaaaaaaaaaaaa....mcm mne bole lupe.....

ibu ckp i the las person yg wish....

sooryy ibu...i reallly love u.....

den next day bli present ibu....

ngn fiq n sarah....blikn vase wit oren flower which ibu fav color n ptung ltk memo...

tp ibu x ske ptung 2 n bunga 2 ltk dlm toilet cz bunga 2 wangi....

sgt tnsion okie....

tp still igt....nk blikn present....huhuhuhu....

jalan-jalan

2008-12-09T21:25:00.000-08:00

for the 1st time anis have new bf afta been together wit abeng 4 5 years..
so tonite me,anis,aizad,faiz n cabin(new person)
sj2 gatal nk gy seremban ambik buku sebuah...
hahahahah...gigih ak....
den straight gy kl...uptown dana kota....
at first...
agak susah nk trima die sbb syg ngn ......
tp by hook or by crook kne trime jugak....
love to noe new people n learn about new people la kate kn....
tp lme2 ok la....
bes la jgak...
bli 2 t-shirt n earring 4 sure dgn harge 25 only babe...
mmm
sumpah mura okie....
sblum gy ktorg wat agreement x nk gado or wat hal juz nk have fun tp still ade konflik...
hhehehehehehe....motif sbb nk drive blik mlk jew....
let be secret je la 2....
huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu....
anywy....welcome new person....thx 4 da present.....

music children

2008-12-09T21:08:00.002-08:00

mmmm it was held at main hall mmu melaka...

sgt rmai...

x t'lalu rmai la

okie but mostly outsiders...

actully i not too interested in gig

tp sj je kn

bosan je stay uma kne membebel...

all of my gurls ade...

tp i went wit anis biol

sgt pening kplala ok...

most of the band i didnt noe well actually

tp bunkface!!!!u rock the hall....

sgt minat lgu 'situasi'....

picca...jgn ckp coz thousand of them tp x dpt lg...

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

anyway bes la....heeee

music children

2008-12-09T21:08:00.001-08:00

please forget n forgive me

2008-11-29T23:27:00.000-08:00

we used to be together
but only stand still for 11 month...
hard 4 me to explain
hard 4 me to spoken
lot of swit memorable time with u...
oso bad memorable time..which hurt me deeply
i noe u love me so much n every single day u mish me
but u must end each feeling
coz by hook or by crook i will not be with u somehow
i do love u n mish u badly...
but it used to be...
although sumtimes it hard but i hav to...
u cried each day n ur health getting worse
will not bring me to u actually
i already sacrifice a lot
mayb our love story cant be continue
but it hard for me to explain in word..........
god help him to forget me
so he can live as usual without me in his life
i already love sum1...
sum1 come n rescuing my soul
as high as i pray
hopefully please forget n forgive me.....
my life still take a long journey n still young!!!!!!

love is gonna safe us

2008-11-29T23:22:00.001-08:00

'Stones and flowers on the ground

We are lost and found,

But love is gonna save us.

Shadows walking in the crowd,

We are lost and found,

But love is gonna save us.'

lover n friend

2008-11-29T22:14:00.000-08:00

amazing family

mr.badarul hisham n mrs.jariah...my idol!!!!!

alia yaww!!!

anis...biol lovely sister

faiz..everything!!!!

'weyh'

abeng..my love brother..always miss him

friend yaww!!

aizad..bff yaww

yan..indulgent

ili...undpredictable

kay..slumber

sha..clumsy

syaz..lollipop

yana..cool!!!

amir...cs babe

toy story...crazy him

ucuk tom

simple

smile smile smile

fly away hun

they come along just like a song and brightened my day

my happiness takes so very long to find

but somehow i'll find it though

xoxo

alia yaww

2008-11-29T10:24:00.000-08:00

alia syazalia bt badarul hisham

18 years

malacca 'hometown'

currently study in mmu melaka

'5 min away from my cribs'

takin dip in business administration

simple life

live wit my anis biol sista

got lot of crazy friend

really love my baby's

colour of life=good good

sumtimes bad bad

bff yaww

love them!!!

fashion??

handbag??

wedges??

flip flop???

fragrance???

lotion??

cellphone??

watch??

camera???

cash???

without all of dis stuff i'm dead dude...

hahaha

xoxo

simply irresistable

walking away

12.00 pm buka puasa!!!

:(

~~end!!~~

bye...

new born

water world...

happy hour...

new fragrance

muvees...

photo-panas-model=have fun

happy father day "abah"

part of my life

pergi

6 of us

this is what i called i'm done!!!!!

romeo n juliet

^yaww^

work t out

freedom 09...

baby!!!i always remember you!!!

i'm done with you

^love it^

ur dream dress

1. Decide on Formality:

2. Flatter Your Figure:

3. Choose a Color:

4. Pick a Style:

5. Shop:

6. Accessorize:

war

third final exam

^sad^

ipoh vs lost world

the wedding

28 march 0n 8.30 pm

earth hour..

i'm back

end of 2nd sem

sha gone!!!

2 more to goes

pantai

confuse.....

!!!

final exam....

have fun....love u all.....

happy new year yaww!!!!!!!!!!

stripes

word

christmas

part of life....

black day darl....

dat monday

'mid term'....DEAD

white power

i will mish u

selamat hari raya haji.....

sory ibu....5 disember.....

jalan-jalan

music children

music children

please forget n forgive me

love is gonna safe us

lover n friend

alia yaww

end!!